Recently I have grown apart from two people I called my best friends. I have been best friends with them for 10 plus years but this past year has just been tough on us all. Deep down in my heart I wish that we could make up and just have everything go back to normal but life doesn’t work like that. For some reason this world has molded our minds into thinking that even the smallest of things are a big deal. It has blinded us from seeing what really matters and that is that we don’t have all the time in the world here. Everyday goes by faster and faster. Yet most of us spend time dwelling on the past and we let in ruin our tomorrow’s. What I’m trying to get at here is that the friendship that I had with these girls was different than any other friendship I have seen in my years growing up, in a good way that is. It was way more special than the types of friendships other girls had my age. Now I don’t know if that’s because I’m bias because I was a part of this friendship but I do know that over the past 10 plus years we have had some of our best and worst moments by each other’s sides. Now to see it all going down the drain, it hurts. There are a lot of factors that play into why we aren’t talking anymore. I’m not going to go into detail on anything because I feel that that’s something that only needs to be kept between the three of us. I wish we could all see the true reality of things and realize that most people do not stay friends for as long as we have, and seeing that makes me only believe that that is because we are true friends. We were all meant to be best friends but we let life get in the way. If this really is the end of our friendship I am going to be sad, and I am going to have to work on moving on. When it comes to these situations I want to tell you guys some inspirational/motivational crap about how everything is going to be okay. The reality of it all though is that I am going to miss them, and if it is the end that I just wish them the best and I thank them for all the years of friendship. That’s all I can say at this point in time.
I love you guys and I hope you guys can understand and maybe some of you can even relate. You all have a great rest of your day and if you have a best friend don’t forget to remind them how important they are in your life before life tries to seem more important.